One day in 2017, I chanced upon an article and the verses struck in my mind.
Isaiah 55:8-9 For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declared the Lord. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.
POW WOW!! My mind seemed enlightened. That moment felt like a gentle slap to my face for assuming for God, in all the years, the reason behind my inability to conceive.
One day, with the above verse in mind, I finally told God that I am ready to accept His plans for me. He is God, I am not. I surrendered my former thoughts to Him and I decided to trust, based on what I understand about God.