In between the eleven days of injections, a friend from my church shared a verse. Psalm 37:4 Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart. The wrong way to thinking about God’s promise is that He will surely give us what we want.
POW WOW!! I wanted to understand more about this verse. Pastor John Piper from desiringgod.org. wrote, “When we enjoy God and not just His gifts, then the desires of our heart are shaped, defined and created, in accord with our delight in Him.”
When I choose to have faith in God, not by sight, when I read the bible to understand more about God’s sovereignity and about the characters inside, when I begin to acknowledge God first in the morning through prayers, I think that was where my focus started to shift. I examine the desire of my heart – it is still the same but somehow, I wasn’t that bitter about my current situation anymore.