I read all the bible verses in my favourite list and browse through articles from desiringgod website, one in particular caught my attention titled ‘What is your body saying’ by Abigail Dodds. One message struck in my mind and I shall quote. “Sometimes the glory God gets from our lack far exceeds what he gets from our fullness. Our wombs are God’s design and calling, but empty wombs still point to greater realities – not despite the sorrow that comes with them, but with the sorrow as part of the pointer.”
In a way, this is true for me. I am definitely more awed by this living God through my IVF jabs journey. I felt God was showing me who He is and that, He was always encouraging me through His words. I felt it was a privilege to have a relationship with God. There must be a reason why I had to go through this IVF journey. 2 Corinthians 12:9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.